One after another: I've sprained my ankle for the first time in my 15 years of life.

It was only yesterday that i was sent home and today, i was being too rough, energetic during P.E lesson that i landed wrongly when i caught the ball. The pain appearing at my ankle striked too quickly and too soon, i started limping my way here and there. It wasn't a bad sprain at first and i continued playing around some sports, trying not to ever limp, trying to walk as for normal which i did managed.(1st Mistake) I thanked most of my classmates for being so worried for me when they saw me in this ugly condition and they asked me to get my foot bandage. I gave it a go,(my 2nd mistake) and Adee accompanied me. My foot was wrapped with ice, which of course, i don't understand why, and i was left there abandoned by my P.E teacher for 45minutes. Adee however, helped me out and i was superbly thankful and touched by how caring she was towards my foot! Seriously, she wrapped my foot with a bandage when my P.E teacher should be the one who doing that.(P.E teacher said he was too busy and he abandoned me) And adee even scolded me in of course, a jokingly manner, whenever i was being stubborn, trying to walk quickly or not trying to rest my foot. THANK YOU ;( i feel so..touched..

THEN, MY FOOT WORSTENED AS THE DAY GETS OLDER, I COULDN'T WALK AS PROPERLY AS I WAS BEFORE. IT WAS PAINFUL, TOO PAINFUL TO DESCRIBE and TEARS STARTED FORMING AT THE CORNER OF MY EYES.

Not only does Adee touched me, people around me too, my friends. Val, Corlissa, XiuLing, Trixie, Afiqah and Raihana. They made me laugh and smile and cheered me up, trying to make the atmosphere for me a better one. It's like as if i've turned Raihana and Afiqah like my maid, asking them to help me refill my water bottle and etcetra. Haha! BUT SERIOUSLY THANKYOU! :'( The worst part about today was that i needed to go toilet and i made my way across the secondary 4 level's toilet but it was lock and i had to make my way to the other side of the block just for toilet. Walking there took forever and the pain was just killing me. Xiuling and Trixie sent me home, directly to the front door of my house and before that we took taxi to my house because it was the most easiest unpainful way for my foot. I feel super duper thankful and touched, and i couldn't even describe it more better...

I got scolding for my mom on the sprain ankle. "Yesterday you almost fainted now you sprain your ankle, tomorrow you what?!..." I didn't really hear my mom's nag but all i knew she was being that naggy because she cared about me. She didn't want me to get ill or hurt or injured or anything else. Anyway, I'm not going to school tomorrow because my foot is pretty swollen now. Guess i'll have to do some self-study from 9.00am to 1pm maybe? AND ONCE AGAIN, THANKYOU YOU GUYS<3 And thankyou for my classmates who asked me about my foot and even took the time to say," Rest well, go doctor..etc etc" haha :)

Bye, going off to (TUKANG URUT)
Hikmah di sebalik semua yang terjadi...

Everything i've said to people about me that i hoped won't happened, happened to me.

I've never felt too much pain before. This is first for me. Moreover its happening at school. I thought i could really bear the pain, i've zikir-ed silently, i've been telling myself to be strong and not show how much pain i was in but it got worst during english lesson. I felt myself giving out cold sweat during english, my head getting heavier and heavier. I was not comfortable there at my own seat and i felt like pulling out my wet socks out of my foot that instant. I couldn't breathed properly, my mind suddenly not functioning. My eyes are opened but i couldn't actually see anything properly. It blurred, turned green and i knew i was about to faint. I rushed to the toilet alone right after english, and i collapsed on the ground with no one there to help me. I was alone, my right hand clutching my stomach and my left hand pressed to my forehead. I spend 10minutes in the toilet sitting on the ground, my eyes started to get teary. I stood up carefully and rushed back to the classroom. I almost tripped over the OHP wire while walking across the classroom and i heard people calling out my name, but it was not clear so i decide to ignore. My mind was just on one thing: The pain and getting back to my seat at the back of the class. Most told me my face was pale, no blood and at that moment, i brokedown and cried. I felt myself not being myself, being so weak all of sudden, being so defeated by the pain.........

Look at me. A girl with no choices of courses in mind. I am not interested in any of the courses. I want to go to polytechnic but i hate having to choose something that determines my future. That's the reason i tell most of people i know, this: I don't want to go polytechnic because i have to choose a course, i don't want to go to JC because it's too stressing, I don't want to go to MI either because it's too stressing and i don't want to go ITE,most definitely. Okay maybe i shouldn't stress myself out just because i don't want to go anywhere. Put your mind and soul towards your upcoming olevels,syarah. Breathe in Breathe out. Zikir Zikir Zikir...

Great, i spend saturday and sunday doing nothing but help train my brother's runescape account. Excuse me! If you going to think i'm back to runescape, then you're wrong! I've quitted runescape two months ago and i'm only back on my brother's account to help him out. Moreover my brother just purchased a membership for his account and i'm not going to waste it. Anyway i actually pulled out every of my POA books and notes and worksheets on saturday morning but after an hour, i was there snoring on the floor like a sleeping green monster.(THE HULK!!MUAHAHA) Anyway, hey! I've noticed i'm writing alot these days and i never fail to write alot, well actually except for the previous post.lol.

Right now i'm not done with my maths homework and it's already sunday night. I'm not worried at all, i really don't know why. Nevermind! I'll just do it on Monday afternoon because my maths lesson starts on tuesday. YAY and GREAT! But if i were to continue with this bad habit, i'll still continue to flunk my subjects. NO!! I would definitely not let that happen. I'll proof to you guys out there who thinks im stupid because i'm really am not that stupid but im quite slow and no one is actually stupid and you are not stupid that i can actually get L1R4 : at least 15 for my prelim! I'm blabbering so much!!!

I went to the library and picked wrong uninteresting novels. Yay me. No, it's actually super super super duper uper boring lah. Like lame novels," Hi my name is Samantha, i like you, you like me , yay let's be together but wait, hold my hand! blahblahblah!" i mean c'mon this is so fairytale!!! i want more!! I want stories about family,friends,job,influences,love,suspense at all once. It's more exciting! Argh! Now i'll have to live with this 3 uninteresting novels for 1 week. And it's been like 12 hours since it stayed in my bedroom!! BORING BOOKS!!! Okay it's 11.10pm now, i'm going off to bed now. Have to like wake up 4.30am in the morning to eat.

I GAINED WEIGHT!! I'm LIKE 49KG AGAIN..GREAT!!?!?! 46-49kg!! WOWWW MAGNIFICIENT!!!!!!MARVELLOUS!!! INCREDIBLE!! and im still not yet grown taller. NO i don't want to stop growing :(

I've broadcasted myself at blogtv for the second time this week, thanks to hana for introducing blogtv to me and i've never expected it to turn out good. I've always thought they won't view me because i am ugly but they actually view me because i'm an asian. And by the way, i had 15 viewers with 10 chatters at my very first broadcast and 21 viewer with 13 chatters at my second broadcast. Well, anyway, My hair wasn't that attractive, i swear it was messy, no kidding. It was really fluffy, youknowlahmyhairsuperbushygiler but somehow it made me look like a scene kid. It's funny how people from other countries give comments like, "Hey you look like Anne Hathaway", "Hey are you a mix blood of American?" and "Hey you look like Danielle Irovin," and even "Hey are you an emo kid?" and "Hey you look like a scene kid." But at the same time, i'm flattered with all of those comments, really because it's positive comments. Another funny thing is that Whites don't really know how to pronounce my name and so the called me,"Sy-arah" like Sierrah.Anyway, right there at blogtv, i've made many friends, older, younger and sadly to say, i'll have to stop myself from being so on with Blogtv because if i continue, i am no longer there, working hard for my o level.

I'm guessing my prelim is like 1 month away and i don't know how to describe my feelings right now. It's so Zyahaduku! I desperately need someone to teach me principle of accounts(previous topics) and english. Please help me, i beg of you like a beggar who is eating burger and i'll do something in return like clean your house or probably help in your maths, geography, science if you're weak at it.(Not that im saying im good at those subjects. But i'm fine at it) Oh my and Olevel is around the corner and and and and AHH!- No i shall not stress myself.

Me, JP and Valerie so high during F&N. HAHA! That was freaking funny, you guys. I am even still laughing at it now. HAHA! OH and you readers here, i still owe you the video of Emilyana!